Saturday, July 31, 2010

累。。。累。。。累。。。

好累啊!真的很累!一连几天下来的新生熟悉班好像真的把我给累垮了!双脚还在麻痹着,好像不属于自己似的感觉!现在就分享一下这几天我在搞什么东东!

星期二
星期二就重要的当然是我的面试咯!一早就起来去准备练习!庆幸的是我成功的用新生熟悉班把睡眠时间调整,不然真的可能会误时!虽然是第一次面试,可是我竟然觉得很闷,超正定的感觉,可是还是对其他人说好紧张!我想可能是新生熟悉班的锻炼,所以已经不害怕跟陌生人谈天,更何况是隔空的!哈哈!当然还是有做好准备功夫,好像把灯光调好之类的。印象中还记得几个蛮搞笑的问题和回答方式。好像是酱的。。。

1)What do you plan to do after you have graduated?
Honestly speaking, I plan to join media company to work in front of the screen, becoming a host after I have graduated.

2)Why don't you apply a media company internship then?
This is because I don't want to limit myself in a specific area, especially I am currently working in the media industry i.e. working as a part time DJ.

3)Why don't you apply internship in Malaysia instead of Australia?
This is because they tend to offer the internship position to their own people only. Furthermore, I plan to start my career in Malaysia, of which I think it will be a good idea if I manage to get an internship position in Malaysia as my stepping stone.

情况大概是那样!不是太记得了!不过好是要借机会去感谢韵蕊,给予的指导与鼓励!下午,就跟Marshall去逛街!真倒霉,本来好好的计划,忽然变了做电灯泡,一闪一闪的,真讨人厌!晚上,当然就是跟新生们用餐咯,还蛮开心的;饭后就帮彦彤去弄他的 Unit Enrollment,弄的大该十一时左右才回家!

星期三 /星期四
如往常一样去帮住新生!不愉快的是我们在里面忙的团团转,其他人在外面开开心心的玩着,真的不懂他们是来玩还是来协助新生!星期四,就去看看接着上课的一些资料。不看还好,一看真的吓死人啊,超多功课要做的,开学后肯定累死!过后就到电台去录我的生日特备节目!

今天 (星期六)
还蛮开心蛮累的!去了一个自己想去很久很久的地方,Caversham Wildlife Park! 虽然外观不是想象中那样,可是整个旅程都很开心。第一次与Koala Bear和Wombat零距离接触!还有机会喂袋鼠吃东西,感觉好棒哦!现在等着朋友把相片放上网,好期待!

新生熟悉班也在这里告一段落!也是时候收拾心情开学了!希望有人会记得那一天!




Saturday, July 24, 2010

忙。。。忙。。。忙。。。

突然间觉得好忙好累哦!也许是真的好久没有在一天内做那么多东西了!这两天下来的新生熟悉班好像有点把我累垮了的感觉。。。现在,双脚好像不怎么愿意离开椅子。第一天,本以为会有很多新学生到来,可是出席的人数大大的比预期的少。。。可是以足够把志愿者忙的一头烟。看着新的学生,傻呆呆的,尤其那是从来没有离开过家里的。。。或那些跟着家长的。。。就想起当年的自己。。。现在的小孩,生活在过渡保护的环境中。。。忽然间要面对那么多的的问题。。。难免会有点乱。。。不过还是希望他们有个美好的开始!

昨晚,因为懒惰的关系所以就到了一个教会的聚会去用餐,真的玩得很开心。最好笑的是没想到在一晚上能够扮演不同的角色。。。好像辜负Grace的负心汉,欺负Grace的大男人,应届香港小姐,记者,大明星,求婚,真的玩得很累很开心。现在想想,也许我真的属于这个圈子,不知道了,不敢抱太大的希望,凡是顺气自然就好。最重要的是活在当下,做好当下的事情!

这段期间虽然很累,可是也认识了很多新朋友,当然最重要的是把睡眠的时间调整了一下。。。哈哈。今天刚刚忙完一个Amazing Race。真的好累哦。。。跑上跑下。。。天啊!真的很累!接下来的 ”通告” 好像都满满的,真的是时候从那种懒惰的冬假中从新恢复状态,不相信,请看:

星期日:
(1)家长与新生联系日
(2)准备Job Interview 的问题

星期 一:
(1)跟Paulie吃Lunch
(2)录制两期的电台节目

星期二:
(1)接受Job Interview
(2) 协助新生

星期三以后的通告还在安排着。。。真的很忙啊!累了,不写了!


Thursday, July 22, 2010

新生熟悉班。。。

时间真的过的很快。再多一个星期,我又要再回到大学上课了,心情没有什么特别的感觉,只希望得到上天的眷顾,把成绩考好。这个星期是新生熟悉班的开始,我参加了志愿团体去协助一些刚刚到达的朋友。感觉怎样?好奇怪哦!总有种被人投闲至散的感觉,明明就会做,可能会做的更好,却被人调去守池塘。算了,真的不想多说,只是尽量争取机会表现,可是却往往有种强人工作和功劳的感觉。。。天啊!告诉我吧,我应该怎样做呢?其实,每隔志愿者都怀着自己的目的去参加,帮助新生只不过是一个借口而已。好比说太空闲,希望能拉拢人等等。。。当然,我自己是因为太闲空。也许我应该开怀点,看开点,那日子会容易过些。

最近不知道怎么了,开始喜欢上听歌。看TVB好像变得好无聊!可能听歌能够安抚我负面的情绪。。。累了一整天,只有贴心的音乐能是打开我心房的钥匙。至于TVB,可能剧情都能够猜到,所以没有太过大的惊喜了。而且,最近的戏剧都。。。闷闷的。。。太多负面情绪了,还是听歌好,静静的。。。

冬天好像就要过去了。。。是迎接美好春天的时候了!就快要进入人生的第二个十年了,可能没什么人会记得,或者再面子书上留个简单的祝福而已。不知道今年的生日会不会一个人过,真的不知道。。。去年,谢谢有Winnie姐给我惊喜还帮我庆祝。虽然不是认识她很久,可是到现在为止,那一段片段还在我脑海里,很深刻,很深刻。。。活了那么多年,除了家人,她应该是第一个为我开生日会的人,很感动!今年,不知道会有谁记得。不管期待那么多,不能怪谁。为了学业,我把我自己锁在自己的世界,所以真的不会期待什么。想到生日一个人过,纵有种好凄凉的感觉。不过还是要谢谢我的好友韵蕊,答应送我一份小礼物。

又有一个朋友要会回去了。。。这次是曾近跟我共事的佩然。。。真的很不舍的她。。。不知道几时可以再见面。。。对我而言,她就好像我的大姐姐一样,有什么问题打个电话给她,跟她谈谈,有什么事情跟她聊聊。虽然至从她没做电台开始,我们好像多了层隔膜,不过她的确帮了我很多很多,除了感谢,我真的不知道可以说什么。。。祝福她锦绣前程,身体健康,就重要还是每天开开心心。。。

这两天爱上了一首范逸臣的歌曲 《除此之外》,不妨听听,可能能够带开你的心灵。。。

Saturday, July 17, 2010

My winter break...

Hopefully you guys can really read this post. I have tried to post ample times but ended just clicking on the 'sign out' button. Here are just some updates from me ^^

Finally, I got my MAC laptop back after I have been waiting for approximately one month. Thanks god! The feelings of using your own computer is definitely awesome! However, I still wish to express my gratefulness to Paulie for kindly lending her net-book for me. In this issue, the lesson that I have gone through is "To fight for your right". However, the consequence for this lesson was... Waiting, waiting and waiting. Perhaps, like what Caren has told me - Patience is virtue. Anyway, it was over. Everything is fine now.

I have attended Paulie 21st birthday party last Monday. How was it? Well, early in the morning, I rushed down to the city to do my radio show recording, followed by getting Paulie a last minute birthday present. Eventually I planned to get her a scarf as what Caren has suggested, but I ended up getting her a willow tree - Blessings (Unexpected blessings, everyday). I really wish that she will receive all the bless from God in her future. No troubles definitely! It was a fun party although I didn't grab the chance to speak to other people. One of the things that I must share with you guys is how tasteful were those food in Sizzle Mania. Ops. I shouldn't mention it at this moment as I haven't had my dinner yet. It was no doubt delicious!

How about my Tuesday? Hardly remember what's happened on that day. What was in my mind currently was I woke up at 12noon that day. Nothing special right? That's the life of holiday person. =) On Wednesday, I went out to have dim sum with Paulie, Vicky, Ah Yan and Ah Kit in Dragon Palace. Oh yea... I remember how reluctant the staff there to serve us the dim sum. But, it is definitely a wonderful lunch. Later in the afternoon, I met two friends from TAFE discussing with me the film translation matters. Till now, I have done with my film translation and, no doubt I would get credited. =)

Recently, I have found out that there are plenty of nice clothing in TaoBao. I guess I have to spend another huge bulks of money to get it. Anyway, I am finding sponsor. If you are interested in sponsoring me, please do no hesitate to contact me via email, chat, Facebook, or mobile.

That's all for today's post. =)

Cornelius XD

Sunday, June 27, 2010

用心体会 ^^

一个星期又过了,感觉好像没有做到什么似的....放假的感觉总是懒洋洋的...可是开始习惯了这种感觉...觉得这也许是人生的休息站...不苛求一定要什么... 凡是顺期自然...感觉就好像行云流水般的自由和平静... 享受生命中的每一步...从戏剧体会人生中每一个阶段的道理...对我而言是一种非常棒的感觉...

这个星期 《谈情说案
》 大结局了...虽然大家对这套戏剧的评价都是两个字 “抄袭“。也想起黄宗泽的一句话... 香港的作品十个有九个半都被人说是抄袭...可是对我来说 ... 我非常喜欢这套剧里的对白... 跟大家分享以下...

* 第二十一集*
其实我们都是感情用事的人,我们做的每一件事,都是用心百分百的投入,我们这种人都是注定付出多,受伤更多。

人总要转换一下环境来疗伤....

重感情的人心地一定很好,心地好的人一定会有好报...

* 第二十五集*
很多东西已经过去,也不想去想回,可能应为这样,身体里会好像有一个开关,偶尔就会响,提醒我不可以再试第二次,不可以有
第二次..。

就是那种痛让我醒觉,我告诉我自己,我以后要做回快快乐乐得犀利妹,不会因为你而改变...

世界上最珍贵的东西唯有用心去领会,不会有任何的计算方式...

Comment:
用心体会,就会明白这些情景.... 希望大家喜欢 ~

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蒲松龄主题曲 - 心窍(马浚伟主唱)
《谈情说案主题曲 - 直到你找不到我 (林峰主唱)

Sunday, June 20, 2010

寂寞的夜

寂寞的月亮,有星星的陪伴,寂寞的人,有谁愿意陪伴?近来好像常常都上来写部落格,也许太多时间了,想了太多东西,心情就只会down down down。又想起我常用的一个比喻,一个跟我非常贴切的比喻——鸡蛋。坚强的只是外壳,内心还是非常的软弱。本来刚刚打算一来就开始部落格的,可是最后还是到了韵蕊的部落格去看看。结果非常出乎意料的,读到了一些非常,怎么说呢,真的找不到形容词的一篇文章,所以接下来要回应一下,希望她也能看到咯。

林峰说“爱情源自于一种叫做苯氨基丙酸,当一男一女走在一块,这种激素就会增加,这种关系和情况叫做爱情。”其实感情真的是两个人的事,如果只是当方面付出,结果就会是零,一个彻彻底底的零。留下的只有一句微不足道的 “对不起”。有时候会想,这句对不起真的又治疗的作用吗?想到这里,除了傻傻的笑,我真的找不到一个更好的表情。看着
韵蕊为他改变这个那个,而他无动于衷,真的值得吗?我想,热恋的情侣都会异口同声的说 “我愿意”,情况就好像在教堂说的那一句 “我愿意 ”。其实如果真的喜欢对方,不需要刻意或太多的改变,改变了,也不就是你了。不过,我想现在我还没有资格去说这些东东。再看看《大唐双龙传里》的徐子陵,默默的为师妃喧付出,一种不求回报的付出,就知道爱情可以很傻,很傻。忽然想起林俊杰《简简单单》里的一句歌词,好像是这样的,没有被爱情伤过,也就是白活了。

累了,不多写了,写了也不会有任何改变。把伤感翻来翻去,反而更加的痛。唯有祈祷。。。祈祷再祈祷!盼上天眷顾 ~


Friday, June 18, 2010

Today ^^

Wow. It is the first time I use Mac to blog. The feel is extremely good. Well, I am not hard sell or what. I used to be a window user as well. The only different that I have experienced till this moment is the display. I like the display of Mac, it is just too nice. Soft and gentle. Lol. Funny adjectives to describe right? But definitely Mac gives me this feel at this moment.

Well, it is a productive day. Should I say that? Not really... but definitely I did something meaningful... I guess. Early in the morning, I just couldn't get up from my bed. I enjoy to sleep (hibernate) during this winter. I guess you will wonder why I need to wake up so early since I am enjoying my winter break currently. This is because I have an appointment with Kris, the presenter / founder of the Multi Maker Mahers. Wow. Sounds so professional isn't it? Due to my lazyness, I overslept and slight late for the meeting. Sorry! So how's the result? Good, Bad or what? I don't know. Depends on how you view it. Of course, it is good for my resume no doubt... But bad because of what... I need money... I am running out of money and yet it is another volunteer work... Gosh... I wish it is paid... But anyway, I guess I will probably take it... cause the workloads isn't that much though... just need to update when you are free...perhaps once in a month will do =)

After finished the meeting, I went to shop for my laptop cooler. Once again... oh my god. A laptop cooler cost AUD 58 (Logitech)... Gosh... it is just too expensive... I didn't get it at last... But unfortunately, very unfortunately, I went into Target and try to guess what I did? Once again, I couldn't stop myself from getting a long sleeve black shirt regardless of the declaration of bankruptcy... It is just too nice. Feel bad for not getting it. Honestly, I tried to find ample excuses to get that shirt but I couldn't even get one. The most common one... birthday present had already been used for purchasing a new lappie. Suggest me some please... if you don't mind...

After getting that shirt, I have straight off to the train station. I didn't dare to shop anymore. I know I am those who couldn't stop myself from getting something I want to. I know. On the way back, I was listening to the same song again again and again... 《心窍》from Steven Ma... The theme song of the recent TVB dramas 《蒲松龄》... It is just a nice and warm song... somehow it is a bit sad also... may be I am just a pessimistic person...

Seven-thirty at the night now, I haven't had my dinner yet and wonder what to eat. It would be good if you can deliver to me with this three words 'FREE OF CHARGE'. I swear I will appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. Kidding. It won't happen I know.

Cornelius